Pancakes Flip Backwards
argh..
i'm sick! arrrrrrgh..... couldn't celebrate racial harmony day properly because i spent half the time having a headache. let's see... flu, sore throat [it sucks sucks sucks] n fever [38.0]
i would really really much rather have cough than sore throat... or sore eye... or watever watever. i can't stand sore throat. why? cos' u can't eat, u can't drink, u can't talk and u can't fall asleep cos' it's bothering u. Now i feel like getting those water-dropping tube thing inserted into my arm cos' i'm thristy but i can't drink. and i can only sms ppl or nod my head. y u c k s.
Y u C k S
and i can't decide whether i'm cold or hot. i'm sweating now but if i switch on the fan i feel really cold. lolx. and i'm walking around dragging my boster everywhere. sssiiigh
i'm sick of school and literially sick.
it allllll started with my sister. who got slight fever and den my mum and then me and then my second sister. so pathetic rite? plus my second sister got performance tml!!!
toffee beans stick to teeth[4:44 AM]
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badmniton!
hmm... went sand's house to play badminton on friday... actually we were suppose to go straight after sch... but we dragged and dragged and soon it was near evening. So all of us went and takeaway food to her hse and eat. Her mum made us some nice fruit platter. Honeydew, pear [green apple], cherry tomatoes [grapes] and er. i forgot wat's the last one. pineapple? anyway dat's the one i didn't eat. cos' i eat fruits after meal and by that time it was all gone. lolx.
oh. den we went to look at her mum's hUgE collection of hand-made earrings. wow. lolx
still very impressed even thought i've seen it before. Make me think abt my dolphin earrings and how i can't wear em' or any other earrings infact, cos' i let my ear hole close. all 3 of them. cos' there was this really bad infection. I'm going to pierce agian this year end. but i'm not sure if there will be some bad bad side effects cos' i already pierce at the same spot for abt 3 times already. But they keep getting infections. lolx. bad.
So abt 5? abt there i think, we went to play badminton!!! at first the wind was kinda strong. we played doubles, singles, triples, plastic bags, scooping up school [i graduated with a 'stand up' degree. good ok?!] and unfaithful partners who end up playing with 'the guy' and 'the lover'. lolx. by the time we went back, our right arms were paralysed and it was abt 8 plus?
on my way hm saw this really bad bike accident. this car ran over a bike. the victims were all taken away so luckily i didn't see any gruesome stuffs. Spagitti and i were freaking out when we saw the front wheel of the car on top of the whole bike. disgusting. i shudder to think of wat happened to the biker. yucks. bought frozen pizza for dinner and went hm. yupx. cutting really really short cos' it's lunch time now and my mum keeps asking me to eat first.
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:12 PM]
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these days...
these days.....
seem so l - o - n - g. . .
i seem to have lost my motivation to study.
issit bad? it's after all... only the start of the month and the term!
i hardly started studyin and already i'm unmotivated.
IT must be weird. I'm suppose to feel energised over the holiday and come back ready to study!
but now i'm not motivated, i have no will to study, i live life only for the weekends. you tell me
what's the meaning in that? there're some days when i wake up and feel that i'm doing all these
meaningless things that doesn't matter at all and why am i wasting a whole year of my life doing
that? sounds stupid?
Now even the weekends have no meaning. i can't go out or i'll feel guilty. i can't bear to touch my
textbooks. My sis just suggested that we go east coast park this weekend. I didn't feel anything.
i juz went back wiping the table. ahhh.....
toffee beans stick to teeth[6:33 AM]
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